-Christmas eve-
lonely xmas. cuz benz they all went to celebrate "coconut" bdae. left wib few of us. wadever it is. i juz don wana spend it at home. met up at 1 after ma lesson den went orchard n bugis gai gai den ate steamboat. far east havin hip hop contest. not bad la but alot pple. cant squeeze in cuz too fat le. pple keep steppin on ma sandals. make mi so aggitated. oso don sae sorri. *i angry le* haahx. actually wan meet kenny go ps countdown but everyting seems so fuck up. den went to watch kung fu hustle. i can oni sae its beri funny. den played spray le went to slack.

-Christmas-
i was so tired. can sleep while standing. hahax. stayed at tamp for movie cuz im too lazi to go anywhere. bought a black top which i donno wil regret anot. kept spendin money on clothes. almost every week one. broke le. den watched meet the fockers. beri nice n funny. den rush home to sleep

-Day after christmas-
slept for 2 hrs n went to JB wib ma relatives. din buy anyting cuz went to a wrong mall. damn bored. slept almost all da way. the traffic there countdown from 99 de. lolx. den i really pity ma cousin. both of us got sathma but he cant eat alot of stuffs. he can oni drink plain water n chrysanthemum tea. cant eat stuffs like chicken n egg n fish. *Diaoz* but he beri skinny n tall *xian mu*

If u are readin dis.. i donno wad to comfort u abt ur missing wallet n all ur probs. cuz wad i wana sae is already taken by others. mayb ur "mei" is beri si bai bahx. some people are juz PASSER BY in ur life while some are forever. *Hopefully im not tat passer by in ur life* time will heal ur wound but there will owayz be scar. n there will owayz be ups n down in life. so don tink too much abt it. tml will owayz be better.

My Inner Hero - Rogue!


It's a good thing I use my powers for good and not evil, because quite frankly, I could get away with murder. I'm clever, tricky, and charming. I know how to make you laugh with one hand and pick your pocket with the other. Not that I'd ever DO that, of course...

How about you? Click here to find your own inner hero.

Ryan Cabrera
true

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

sat actually wan pei mummy go facial de.. budden went to haf ma hair done. not really straight lohx. somemore da attitude there quite kns lohx. *except for da guy. hahax. jas hair was abit cham after da rebond. abit frizzie den she is so mad for da dae. den after tat we went to gai gai. bought some clothes den ask our new maria mervin to take. hehex. den went back tamp watch movie. ma leg was aching after movie donno y. mayb due to heels. so i took off ma heels after alighting from cab n walk home.

p.s.if u wanna avoid us. keep ur ass out of tamp areas u noe we hang out at. don run away after seeing us. it hurts somebody's feeling. we treat u as invisible de so don worry.

Green Day
Boulevard of broken dreams

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone!

**so bored**

1.Color of most clothes you own:
white n black..

2.Number of pillows you sleep with:
4 pillow. 5 teddy..

3.What room are you in right now:
student room..

4.What were you doing 12AM last night:
wavthing tv wib ma sis.

5.How old will you be in 10 years:
28..

6.What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years:
workin..

7.Do you have braces?
nope..

8.Are you paranoid?
sometimes

9.Describe your wallet?
hoping for a lv one..

10.Your alarm clock?
mi hp..

11.Your hair?
bad hair days..

12.Tooth brush?
im gna change em soon

13.What color are your nail?
white.

14.What color are your eyes?
brownish blackk

15.First tattoo?
nope

16.First enemy?
cant remember..

17.First play/musical/performance?
forgot le..

18.Last cigarette?
...

19.Last movie seen in cinema?
blade..

20.Last person you yelled at?
donno..

21.Last crush?
HA HA

22.Last shoes worn?
flip flop..

23.Last ice cream eaten?
MoChi..

24.Last thing written by hand?
forgot..

25.Last time wanting to die:
i wan ma life on

26.your love life:
unwanted gurl..

juz recovered from ma fever (i tink so). den ma weight maintain. *sob sob* but da abc doc quite handsome. hehex.

sat went to kelvin bbq n made honey hotdog n fishball cuz i see nobody eat fishball n da honey no use.. hahax. ma creation quite succcessful. pple sae not bad. i ate alot tat nite. den jas kept headin to da beach. so i pei her awhile den nv pei le. cuz i oso donno wad to comfort her. den after tat went back tamp to watch blade. actually wan watch national treasure de budden full house. den ytd stil ate lots of curry fish head. *yum yum* lata meetin jun eat again. hahax.

sianz.. project startin again..

in lab now.. late as usual but teacher kind enough to let us off.. suddenly feel like crying.. *eyes watery* feel so unwanted.. ytd skip cds to mit jas cuz she wanna change her plan n her bro wan buy hp.. den i cant slp last nite donno y.. mayb tink too much ba..

--- Attraction

Are you a flirtatious person?
for mi to noe. for u to find out..

Physically, what immediately draws you
to the opposite sex?
donno.. eyes? smile?

Personality, what immediately draws you
to the opposite sex?
caring + thoughtful

Is their social status important?
nope

Does it matter if they are involved
in activities like sports or music?
nah..

Have you ever gotten butterflies
because you liked someone so much?
lolx..

--- First Date

For a first date, would you rather
go out alone or out with friends?
depends..

Go to a place where you can talk or to
a place where you can have fun?
depends..

To you, is feeling a connection
important on the first date?
perhaps

What is one place you wouldnt want
to go to for a first date?
library.. lolx..

Have you ever been on a blind date?
whart fer..

Do you kiss on the first date?
nope..

--- Love

Have you ever been in love?
...
How do you know if youre in love?
no idea.. Have you told someone that you
loved them when you really didnt?
nope

Is having love in your life important?
ya

Do you think you are or will be
good at expressing love?
i'm shy..
Do you think its true that we all
have one soulmate in our life?
maybe

--- Upsets
Have you ever liked/loved someone and never had that feeling returned? er.. don tink so..

Have you ever asked the opposite
sex out and been turned down?
haha.. of cuz..

Have you ever been set up as a joke?
forgot le..

Have you ever dated someone because you
felt bad about turning them down?
ermzz..

Have you ever had your heart broken?
ermz..

**Ma Pig Family**

ma face is peeling but now hao heng duo le.. hahax. but stil went to skool. sentosa trip was quite fun. but i dono how i overthrew xiao hui soap den she cant bath. sorrie worx.. but myself sun burn n so damn pain + ma sis damn idiot. sun burn beri pain le stil beat mi..

changed ma cds todae but stil kns lohx. its either 2 hr or 5 hr break. omg.. jolin concert coming.. actually mi kinda interested but don tink anybody interested lohx. *sad*