really nth to do so came to blog. its so damn boring. kor is rite. i feel much better todae le. but stil f**ked up wib some tings. its the same old tues, having uir and wasting time here. rotting away. uir submission is the same as mafit n ordb. sianz. next week is pom so tonite hab to do le. when wil my project end? i juz wanna go home n hab a long time sleeping n watching tv n go out shopping and of cuz ma movies. i wan watch movies!! i mizz sakae too.

juz came back from tamp. waste money sia. took cab back n fro. almost 30. sianz. den got traffic jam oso. tat starhub la. f**k de. den mi head is killing mi. eat panadol le stil the same. sad ah. den when i was waitin for cab to cum back, got one guy donno no banana de or wad. cut in front of mi whe n the cab abt to stop. f**k off la. wad gentlemen is tat. bully mi sia. den i don tink mummy paying mi back da bill money. mi pay bo hua lehx. pay for daddy n mi sis de. kaoz. bankrupt le la. muz eat grass liaoz. beri pek chek todae lehx.

den tat dae went out wib jas, jeremy n benz. u now wad happen. tat toopid jeremy doggie pour so many chilli into my bowl. hai mi eat til face red red. but nvm. took abit revenge liaoz. cuz we took a neoprint den i put a clown over his face den so funny. den jas put a nemo on his mouth. whahaha. i try to upload da pic let u all see. den muz go luff at him. keke. den i reach home beri early tat dae. ard 11 cuz beri tired. den i fall asleep while watching dou yu. dis week de shld be quite nice. yun yan turn lian+chio bu worx. den i go do mi pom le. sianz. accidently deleted those corrected de den hab to retype. qi si wo le la.

Listening to Dao dai now. Sad Song. if oni everyting can dao dai in reality. how ma life would be like if it happens? i mizz those days at pavi. mizz ma time crisis, puzzle bubble , cycling session, idiotic sessions, ma everyting at tat time. it was so fun.

haven been getting enuff of slp for da past few days. *tired* den mi leg oso kinda pain for 3 days le. sianz. yeah. later go gai gai. mit jas n jeremy at orchard. donno he will lian hei hei anot hor? hahax. later he gib mi bao qing tian face asain. mi don dare ask jas out on satz since tat incident. lata he beat mi. lolXx.

wan reach home early watch dou yu. hehex. mayb 12.30? anyway no dinosaur le. no place to nua during midnight le. sad lehx. dinosaur renovating den change new managament. sianz. i mizz da bandung n prata. *sobsobz* anyway everybody is bz wib their own stuffs now, seldom mit nowadays. even on a sat where everyting was arranged beforehand n in da end mostly sae cant make it. its so damn cold now. should hab brought a jac down. becoming frozen pig soon. i was pestered by a black juz now!! damn irritating. hab to shout at him den he fuck off. crazy.

The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away

I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time when you'll be back
You're coming back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance

And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath
without saying your name
I can brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down

But I can't take the distance
I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

super tired n hot now. ccn dae. toopid. its so crowded n hot n i acted like a small kid in front of mi frenz. hahax. so paiseh. den they sold a plant which is in cans but it will grow. kinda like tat i love u de but beri stupid. but i love u for myself. hahax. it will grow out a leaf wib the words i love you. so sweet. so in the end decided to buy tat cactus de cuz beri paiseh if din buy as they keep persuading mi. ytd pia ma lait til 5 den woke up at 9 todae. super sleepy actually wanted to mit benz de but too tired n lazi le. missed 2 episode of the outsiders le cuz been bz wib mi skool work. hehex. so hardworking of mi dis sem. hahax. nette hab changed le worx. from taking mc every 2 weeks to take mc once a sem le. hehex. *Proud of myself* mayb cuz now got pple pei mi tok cock during class den not so boring. finally got ma pig liaoz, giving mi n jun a hard time. hehex.all thanx to jun worx. *muackz*

donno to be happy or sad now. there are tings to be happy n tings to be sad. happy over sun cuz i sucessfully psyco daddy le but he sae sun confirm wib him again. den the other sad ting is i found out sth real sad. some tings don kpo better. the more u kpo the more sadded u wil get. den i donno wad time i wil get to slp todae. tml stil got project to do. meeting at 10. i super hate project la. waste time de lehx. todae mit, tml mit, sat mit. *arghz* actually don nid go skool tml de lehx. kaoz. die le la. i scare mi really shui zhong lehx. sianz. lata pple go suck their fats out den mi go suck water out. hahax. cant imagine.

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Yeah
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

in lab now waiting for next lesson. so boring. *blank* donno wad to do. having uir later. really hate tat subject. its so boring n waste of time. but nid tat pathetic 3cu. sianz. ytd took cab home den i tink tat taxi driver sure beri du lan wib mi de. i kept giving da wrong direction. shld turn right i told him left den shld be left i told him right. mayb too tired. den i lub tat driver's driving. he drove so fast n was speeding on expressway. hehex. i reached home at 2.35 like tt den went to k.o immediately after bathing. my stomach was growling all da way. til now stil haben eat mi lunch n medicine. hehex. quite hungry now but den cannot eat. *sob sobz* den todae donno y auto wake up at 11. beri tired now. hoping for a bed in front of mi. sianz. another project due on fri. projects n projects. endless projects. but for my group, it don seems to be like a group project. it is more like a pair work. appearing for group meeting is juz an extra actually to mi. dis week really needa camp home. sianz. i hope i really can.

not a having a good mood throughtout todae. a surprised test which i faked thru. den pom was da worst ting of da dae. i din fail but oni a marginal pass. i donno wad m unhappy abt or shld i sae mi having pms. mayb m juz xiao qi. but i don tink all ma fault lohx. luckly da meeting was none of ma biz or else ma face sure blacker one. don tel mi tings last min when u noe obviously i cant make it. at least let mi noe 12 hrs in advance n i did asked b4. n mi alreadi used to p.s-ters le. datz y my kpkb gets lesser le. i juz like to fuss over small tings. datz mi. if u bth mi den ignore mi.
i wished fairies exist in this world
i wished i could spread my wings n fly
i wished to be granted a wish
i wished i din missed you
and remember you as a passer-by in my life

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person
who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short.
If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead,
you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars.... you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...
let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't
then it never was.
A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug>until its from the one ur thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until u make it come tru.
LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.
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reach home ard 2+ den came online cuz i don tink i can fall asleep anyway. went orchard gai gai den came back tamp watch movie. my heart wasnt on da movie at da begining cuz i was tinking abt other tings. den i kept asking alex wads going on. watched alein vs predator. ok lahx. not bad but quite short den abit funny. dat predator abit act sat one. hahax. tml wana psyco daddy for da hp ting. gonna camp home for 2 weeks if sucessful. sad. he juz reach home juz now but quite late le tink he going or or so din ask lohx.

sucky dae, having to wake up at 7 for a toopid lecture. which is machiam like those assembly back in sec skool. waste time. den went for another lame lesson, apel. beri sianz de. apel shld be 60% attendence ma. its clearly stated in the learning contract lohx. den i oni absent 3 times den she almost debar mi. kaoz. den after apel went central eat wif jun n her fren. den tat zha bor working at mos burger damn niao lohx. gib us 1 pack of cream each. den we ask for more, she gave 1 again. got back stats todae. not realli happy lohx. could haf done better if i din overslept tat dae... n don watch secret window. its a beri beri beri lame show!! its a waste of money. those whu wan noe how lame it is can cal mi. hahax. jkjk.

Will I always be there for you
When you need someone
Will I be that one you need
Will I do all my best to
To protect you
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will i keep the rain from fallin down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you
Take your darkest night
And make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong
And to lean on
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeah

And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I'll promise I'll be there for you
There for you

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeah

been quite a long dae for mi. beri tired. slept at 4+ last nite n woke up at 8.50 dis morning when mi exam is at 9. so i rush down to skool but stil late la, hair in a big mess. quite sad. 15 marks gone cuz not enuff time. toopid sleepyhead. i wan score well in stats. cuz beind might pull mi down. haiz. den after tat went out for a movie den gai gai den came down ody for da rest of da dae. abit headache now. manage to buy mi top todae. hehex. but as usual a skirt i saw at ps was too big for mi. no fate wib skirt de. den tat somebody ask mi y we can oni be better oni when we are frenz. well... i oso donno. mayb datz y i din wan hab any stead ba. or izit an excuse??... he isnt da first one anyway. but there is one guy which realli made mi regret wad i did. hehex. but pple got new target le. den like tt lohx. tml pei jas go down loyang. actually none of my business but i oso donno y i go...

From Da Heart

there was a time when our dreams felt so real
just out of reach but not too far to feel
together we'd finally make them come true
'cause anything's possible when i was with you
but they kept on saying we'd never amount to anything...

all of the dreams we built up from the ground
they never believed them they just tore them down
we will rebuild them from the start,
we will rebuild them from the heart

'cause once all we wanted seemed so far away
but with every step it was closer each day
the more that we tried it was within our grasp
the more that they told us that it wouldn't last
and everyone said we were crazy for giving up on everything..

second post of da dae. i deleted alot of ma contacts including hp n msn. hahax. mayb due to infuence to cyn. no use de wad for save. hp left wib 50+no den msn left wib 60+ contacts. hehex. mi realli nth better to do. n realli don wish to study at all. sianz... i switch on da music so loud like nobody business. hahax. i realli going to ki siao le. i came across dis nick " When Alex Toh Tuo Diao, Ocean Ou De Yang came and says Xiu Xiu Xiu" hahax.

so boring. came down to ody earlier cuz yang sae he tummy pain. but in the end when i came down he alreadi hao le. waste ma time. hab to stay til 1.30. sianz. so tired. tml having stats. extra!! den holidae le. not gong to stay at home. don wan waste ma holidae like tt. but got e-biz to do. but i don tink i going to do. cuz i don wan go back skool. thurs oso got ordb. not going too. after holidae wan fa fen tu qiang le. daml dl wib da kid sittin next to mi juz now. i was on da fone chatting away n he keep playing wib da toy, produing a sound which irritates mi alot. somwmore its rite beside ma ear. n he lept kicking mi. but nvm. juz a kid. but he quite good worx. he gave up his seat to an old granny. hahax. mervin got stead le. *kaoz We wil be hiddenin da dark if i din cal him. wad a fren. now oni mi n alex no stead le. boring. don feel like having one too cuz the other party wil owayz end up suffereing. hehex.

i was so sick for da past 2 days. flu+cough+ulcer+irritating throat. my sis la. hai mi sick. but todae better le. actually my mood so so quite good todae cuz alot of good tings happened since i woke up n i shld be at kbox at dis time by rite. however by left somebody send mi an sms n told mi not going out le. mayb i xiao qi or wad but i bath all tat le lehx. so i was quite mad. so i came online lohx. sianz. my house is damn noisy oso cuz got some people which i don kinda like is in my house. going to camp inside da room again lata. *Boring. den mayb lata pple cum home wil nag n nag again. so irritating. hatez my everyting. I changed my no. ytd n actually din wanted to tel tat particular person but bopian. tink he wil be in da same group as mi next half sem so hab to make lots of lies to him again. sianx. tml national dae, mayb going down ody cuz i don feel like staying home. its so boring. den i guess they wil cum tml oso. mizz pavi lots lehx. don hab to tink where to go during tat period of time de. sianz. next week hab to see doc, needa spend $$ again. sianz.

sianz. juz reach home. hehex. went watching ella enchanted. the baby ish sooooooo cute. last dae of exam for the week. one more for next week. sianz. tink going to fail most of it. esp ORDB. the suckiest sub. yucks!! so diff... sianx. den e-biz i left one whole question blank. left wib 40/50 oni. but alot errors. saded lehx. sob sobz. ytd went studying wib cyn. meet her n went eating n blah blah at tamp den study near my house area. however we end up talking instead of studying for 6+ hours. miracle tat we can chat for so long. hehex. hope tat guy don msg mi todae. donno y start to hab negative feeling on him. i tink mayb mi too sensative bahx. but quite bad oso. i did my best to avoid him. wel. i noe i beri ugly+fat+short+anti de. y mi so fat de. sianz. hahax. juz asked benz a toopid question which is `should i find stead. hahax. *siaoz. anyway mi under unwanted pte ltd de. sianx. todae cyn bdae n i wondered how my bdae is gonna be like when i was in the exam hall. cuz mi time too much n had to wait for jas. hehex. *BoLiaoz Time to go bath le.

been repeating to jolin de dao dai. i juz lurve dis song tat much. uploaded new pics into friendster. hahax. long time nv upload le. so happy. *crazy Somebody din msg mi todae worx. hehe... Die le la. cant remember ma LAIT. all memorize de. den mi goldfish lai de how to remmeber. fail le la. not oni dis sub somemore. sianz. my dear readers... muz borrow mi all ur luck so i wont fail... hahax.

`m so bored now. don wish to study but i noe nuts on all the sub. sianz. took a cab down to ody. the com down. haiz. pple playing cs. hahax. lame game. becoming more n more lazi now. owazy camping in mommy room watch tv. endless shows for mi to watch. don like tat doc ytd. so fierce. ask abit like going to kill mi like tat. siaoz. term test is oso next week. gonna camp at home for next week le. life is so boring. wonder i wil study anot. hate skoolz. been spending quite alot dis 2 week. 200 on mi sis n bought tings n taking cab to skool. mayb gonna clear half of mi n ma sis bill next week. money again.